My pitas page

Hello! I'm very sorry I've only written two pages in here, but it's not like anyone reads this stuff anyway. Well nothing much has been going on.. I just got done making my brother and I pancakes for lunch.. You'd think a 23 year old would be making me pancakes. I don't mind the pancake making..It's just the mess afterwards that makes me sad. Christmas was great. I didn't ask for anything but I still got a lot. New years was pretty boring, I just had a little party.. And I'm on the edge of hating my brother's girlfriend, she is such a bitch. Anyways, on to the good stuff - I got three new animes: Angel Sanctuary, Nadia, ad Blood. Pretty expensive. I *had* 80$..*had*..On Friday, I went to a local band concert with a couple of friends. My mom was so tense about me going to a concert across town. I've been to oe before, I don't see why she was so worried. But the people there were so crazy just for it being a local show. The place where it was held was quite small, I always thought it would've been a whole lot bigger. I got to meet two of the band members..The mosh pits were so out of control so we ended up leaving before the 'big' band came on stage and went to go get a hamburger on the other side of town.. But damn..was it worth it. Lately, I haven't really done anything that would be considered interesting. Eventually I'm going to play soccer again. At the moment I'm cursing all police - Metro, Highway, North, whatever.. They are all cursed. A good friend of my mom is being threaten by her oldest dauther.. This girl is threatening to kill her so many times...And hits her mom.. She's one of those girls that you see on that Sally or Maury show..My mom has called the cops on her so many times but they said they can't do anythig because it's only a threat and they can't do anything until she actually does something...So the only protection this lady has is a lock door and her work. How sad, my mom is encouraging me to go over her house and beat the shit out of her.. I won't disagree, I'm just waiting for the ride over there. I feel so bad for my friend..She told me that she thinks her mom and sister hate her and wants to move out of her house so bad..I wish I had a car, so I can go and pick her up to take her away for a little while..She said her mom beats her up and thinks she uses drugs..I feel bad tht I can't even do a thing..Damn it. I'm glad my life isn't as bad anymore.. My birthday is coming up, and so is a my best friend's birthday. She's having a huge party for her birthday.. But I'm gonna have a Luau, How fun. I kind of like a friend of mine, and I have no idea why.. He reminds me so much of my elder bro...It's almost crazy..>< What's wrong with me?? It must be my hormones..Damn you. Today was pretty cold.. Cold weather and studying really doesn't go good together..I'm so glad we have a 4 day weekend coming up. Thank you, God. Well, enough rambling..I have some homework to do tonight. I'll write again ASAP..I swear. Bye bye, Sel 1-15-02

Hello Hello again. I'm back, I almost forgot. Well, I'm glad to let you know I didn't do my math HW but I did get the full points all due to a pass I earned earlier. Anyways, Today we had our choir concert - It was pretty decent. We could've done way better. But ah well, Today in school it was pretty boring..Both of my buddies were absent. I hate when they do that. But its not their fault. I'm student of the week on my class.. Kinda amazing. I wonder what are my grades. At the moment, I'm eating a bowl of Zucaritas, and talking to a good online friend of mine. Sometimes I wonder about him..But then he told me his story, and it all came together. I just hope I won't have to tell him my story in return. Maybe I should be going to bed..I can finish my algebra HW tomorrow morning. My other buddy wants to go to the mall ASAP to find a dress for my other buddy's party..the thing is, I'm not really a dressy kind of girl. I'm a somewhat tomboy, and you would think they'd let me wear my airwalks..But I don't need to get anyone mad. I just want to have a fun evening. Sometimes I hate being the black sheep of a group. But then again, it does have it's good moments. I have such a boring life. ~Sel 12-17-01

Well, I was gonna actually wait to start writing this until the first day of the year. But, everyone likes an early start, right? I prefer writing here then in my 'The Crow' notebook - 1. Because it's easier. 2. That notebook is way to pretty to mess up. For those who have seen The Crow - have you found yourself strangely drawn to him..? I mean the poor guy comes back from the dead all due to love. Sounds pretty romantic to me. Well - I'm writing here at pitas because my very good friend, Saka, said it was really easy to manage, and that's something I need. I'm really not smart when it comes to complicated stuff. Anyways, today was pretty boring - It's about thirty something degrees outside and my mom insist on keeping the heater off until we all go to bed..to save energy. Which I perfectly understand since we're on a tight budget at the moment..But that's basically how I spend my weekend at home..trying to keep warm...which is somewhat hard. Ah well. I'm suppose to be doing my algebra HW.. But for some reason, math doesn't interest me a bit..everyday in class I doze off...It's so hard to keep on task in that class, it's so freaking boring. I can't help but yawn. Maybe I have that disorder...ADD...That would suck so much. Well, enough of this stupid rambling. I go. ~Sel 12-16-01